[ it's not much of a description, but brown hair and blue eyes fits. handsome, too, although larry thinks perhaps it's arrogant of him to think that his former self looked handsome. then again, it isn't anything people hadn't told him then. fact more than anything.
he finds himself swaying a little, reaching for the kitchen counter to steady himself, to have something to lean against. ]
I was thinking about looking how I used to. Before the crash. That, I wanted that.
[ he wanted that so maine would think him handsome, at least in part, so that maine would at least not think him ugly and a monster. (maine has given no indication, at any point, of thinking these things. it's all larry. if he stopped to think, he might even realise as much.) ]
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[ it's not much of a description, but brown hair and blue eyes fits. handsome, too, although larry thinks perhaps it's arrogant of him to think that his former self looked handsome. then again, it isn't anything people hadn't told him then. fact more than anything.
he finds himself swaying a little, reaching for the kitchen counter to steady himself, to have something to lean against. ]
I was thinking about looking how I used to. Before the crash. That, I wanted that.
[ he wanted that so maine would think him handsome, at least in part, so that maine would at least not think him ugly and a monster. (maine has given no indication, at any point, of thinking these things. it's all larry. if he stopped to think, he might even realise as much.) ]