[ Maine presses his lips together as he nods. He knows what activates it. Knows what it does to him. However, describing it is difficult. He tries anyway. ]

Activates when I'm pissed off. Upset. [ A more comfortable word to say than "grieving." ] Lose control. Start attacking. Or run, or freeze.

[ He makes a face. Takes a sip of his drink. ]

Can't predict which. Crapshoot.